Finally after so long being just crushed by my anxiety I think I've finally found a drug combination that works. I can't explain it. It's just absolutely freeing, feel calm, there aren't stupid things that scare me. It's wonderful. But now I'm afraid it won't last :'( I've spent so much time being controlled by my anxiety I don't want it to ever come back and now I'm afraid that once I build up a tolerance to medication it'll stop working and I'll be back where I was.
Another benefit is now that I don't have that chain around my neck I can feel some of my creativity coming back. I have a huge burst of creative energy right now and I hope to